OnlY- Beacause of LOVE

I am not sure ........ I love you?

I dont want to love anyone because I dont want to get hurt

I cannot love ...... this is not what I WANT!!!!!

LOVE ???? I cant ..... I belive I really cannot handle it

NO CHOOSE !!! I HAVE TO SUSPRESS MY LOVE

I HAVE TO CONCEAL MY REAL FEELING TO YOU !!!!

I will force myself !!! I have to force myself to do what I suppose to do .... although I dont want to do !!!!!

I CANNOT waste my time ..... my future is controlled by others not by mmyself~~!!!!

Too much things have to d0 ,,,,,, Too much things have to response !!!!

I have to follow the PLAN ~!!!! one step by one step!!!!!!