OnlY- Beacause of LOVE

I am not sure ........ I love you?

I dont want to love anyone because I dont want to get hurt

I cannot love ...... this is not what I WANT!!!!!

LOVE ???? I cant ..... I belive I really cannot handle it

NO CHOOSE !!! I HAVE TO SUSPRESS MY LOVE

I HAVE TO CONCEAL MY REAL FEELING TO YOU !!!!

I will force myself !!! I have to force myself to do what I suppose to do .... although I dont want to do !!!!!

I CANNOT waste my time ..... my future is controlled by others not by mmyself~~!!!!

Too much things have to d0 ,,,,,, Too much things have to response !!!!

I have to follow the PLAN ~!!!! one step by one step!!!!!!

OnlY- ON a Diet

I am on a diet !!!!!

my god !!~~~ I am so hungry !!!

I have stopped to eat anything after 4 oclock!!!! (((( Actually I STILL eat A little bit FOOD ,,,ONLY a little bit

My friend -----Shan x2 she has successfully lost 2 kg after 2 weeks !! I am so envy her !!!

erm....I HOPE I CAN LOST AOUBT 5 KG from now but I think it is diificult for me !!!

BECAUSE I LOVE FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My god...... the test is coming and I am still not ready for it!!!!

What can I to ???? ><"????

pray for god ????? NO NO NO~!!!!!

I will hope all the exam papers are stolen by somone and then the poor teachers have to set it again ~!!!! HA HA HA ~~!!! IT JUST A DREAM~!! I KNOW IT WILL NOT COME TRUE!!!

STUDY study STUDY ~!! SO irrating........

I have to do well in this prelim !! IT is very important for me.....

I cannot imagine IF I failed it !!!!!!!!!!

NOW I have to believe in myself !!!!!

I have to do it and make sure I well do it pretty well!!!!!

OnlY- I lost you guys

my dear friends

I really lost you

I dont know what can I do

this is first time I realise that I am so useless

this is first time that I hate myself

this is first time my world is destroyed

this is first time I lost confidence

this is first time I dont know what I can believe in the future

I AM THE LOSER!! SUPER BIG IDIOT!!!!!

I FAILE TO DO EVERYTHING!!!!

such as my beloved friendship , family , studying and love

I have lost what I have had!!!!!!

tell me ! PLEASE TELL ME!!!! tell me this is a dream !!!!!

WAKE ME UP !!! PLEASE !!!!!!

OnlY- I have lost everything what I had have " I know "

不用我說我知道 我比不上他

我知道 我比較惹人厭

我知道 我比較尖酸刻薄

我知道 我很會鑽牛角尖

我知道 你們已經不會在站在我這邊

我知道 我們的友誼已成回憶

我知道 我們之間已經有一條裂縫

我知道 我們已經不會再見面

我知道 你已經不會在乎我的感覺

我知道 我不會再依賴你們

我知道 我知道

我這個朋友當的真的很失敗______________________________________________________________
既然如此

我們的未來

似乎已經有了伏筆

OnlY- our friendship ???!!!!!!!

Is it the end of our friendship??





I love all you guys and all of you are my love !! Really, I love you guys a lot !!





However, everythings are changed after I left .



I feel SHE replaces me !!!!!!!



I dont care she is whoes girlfriend , I also dont mind She is my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend now



But what I really care is you guys !!!



I cannot believe that you guys - as my best friend - betray me !!!!

That is the worst which I really cannot accept it!!!!!

I even cannot believe my eyes when I saw the pictures which have you guys and also including "" HER ""

My world is broken so as my heart.

I lose myself and YES.....I also lost my friends

I am waiting for your explaination but YOU do not reply me ?????!!!!!!

This is the second hurt for me ,,,,, my heart broke again .........

WHY???? WHY????

WHY YOU GUYS TREAT ME LIKE THIS???????

I dont understand

I really dont understand....

OnlY----- My First

Today is my fist time to write my blog diary. Hower I AM FORCED TO WRITE IT by my dear

friend !!!!!!!! The worst thing is that I am doing my english essay !!~~~~~ ><"

Actually .... as all of you know, I dont like english ..... it is super a big problem for me to

understand english!!!!!!

We are having our first game with the 4e1 at today 2.45!!!!! God ..... I am so excited !!!!!

I hope our class can win !!!!!!!


BECAUSE WE ARE THE BEST !!!!! “　海　带　”